Now or forever

Torn between the shine of two bright lights,

One brilliantly flamming,

One compleatly deep.

Your one, forever within me,

Another only instantaneously

Present now or Present future?

To which will I drift?

The beating pace within,

Will only pull me farther to you.

The beating soul inside

Can only fill one hope, one hole.

The heart on my sleeve

Can only wrap arms around

You.

One at a time.

Both who glisten

Steal my rapture.

Spark inside the dark..

Fucking Sick

I'm sick of writing about you.
Sick of caring and needing,
A bitch like you.

I hate how I want you.
Hate how I know you.
I Fucking hate that I love you.

I would stop the world from spining.
To have that one moment with you.
Damn, I hate that too.

But somehow I know it would be this way.
Somehow I knew we would slowly   f   a   d  e...
Now all is nothing.
And we're all wasted away.

Except i won't be the one to pick up the pieces.
And be the one lost.
But you'll be the one wondering,
If this was all your fault.

Now hear my gun cock,
and the loud BANG,
Beacause my temple was staring down the barrel

And your the one to blame.